Last Day

Tomorrow is my last day of work, and I'm not quite sure how I feel about that.
I'm not a very motivated person and postpartum depression on top of cronic depression just doesn't help my days at home. I think the only thing that gets me up and out of bed in the morning is Wrigley.

I'm home all the time now and my house still looks like a mess, I still can't get laundry or dishes done, and I'm gaining weight like crazy.. I'm just ready for some better weather and that good ol' Vitamin D :)

I should probably at least make some kind of attempt to sleep. Have to be at work by 9, in-laws will be here no later than 8, and Wrigley will probably wake up around 7/7:30 (only because we put him to bed early tonight so he'd be up for me in the morning)....then of course there's working 7hrs, coming home, and a Euchre tournament with some friends :) Hopefully tomorrow will be a good day... long, but good :)

Being a Mommy...

Means I'm a caregiver, I'm a teacher, I'm a healer, I'm a soother, I'm an entertainer, I'm a baby mind reader (at least I try to be lol)... I'm loved

So for those who don't know, Wrigley Clark was born on September 17th at 8:59pm. He was 8lbs 11oz and 21in long. And he is perfect!

At now 4 1/2 months he has acomplished so much! He smiles, giggles, "talks", rolls over, cut his first tooth, grabs his toes, puts anything he can get a hold of in his mouth, he's eating baby food... I can tell he is taking everything in. He loves to watch tv (mostly I think because of the colors) and he talks to the tv too. He's almost got how to sit up he just needs to get his lower back a bit stronger. He's such a big baby, but he wears it well lol. He looks so much like my husband, but there's a lot of me in there too.

I just can't believe how much he's growing already. Before I know it one year will have passed and he will be putting real words together, walking, and wanting to do everything himself.... Being a Mommy, is undescribable and so amazing!!! I just love it!